friday

today the topic was step 3.
there were at least 50 people in the room.
in the time allotted, a majority of them were
able to share.
it occurred to me that back home in Ct.,
less than 20 would have been able to speak.
i surmise there is a level of fairness here among
the mostly retired group, that we don't have.

as for the step; i have no idea what God's will
is for me.
what i do know it is not to be unfaithful
unreliable
irresponsible
unhealthy

all the things i became, as the result of excessive drinking.
today i am able to balance free will with God's will, to the
best of my ability.