life is a garden,
not a road
we enter and exit
through the same gate
where we go matters less
than what we notice
~ Bokonon ~
I'm not getting much inspiration from my attendance at meetings.
Aside from the few who share from their heart, most of the talk is
the same recycled, slogan clone-speak.
lately, many of the topics have been steps, God, powerlessness and relationships.
Very few in the rooms are willing to take ANY credit for their recovery.
It's either HP, the group, sponsor, steps, big book or prayer. Never mentioned
is the individual's own initiative to get off their ass and do something without
checking with the group or a sponsor.
While I am willing to share that all of those things are PART of my plan;
none is of ANY use if i dont take some responsibility and credit for my
I take what i need and leave the rest; unfortunately for me, there isnt much to take.