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Saturday, November 24, 2007

I Found It


Well thats no longer true after 4 years without a drink, and 7 away from cocaine.

It is fascinating to me, how the addicted brain processes information and stimuli.
I'm sure the combination of booze & coke created some distorted reasoning.
For anyone who has used the 2, that I refer to as "the match made in hell",
you can recall the discovery of a drug that allowed the ability to drink more!

The road to improved brain function has been slow, but steady.
There were no instant flashes of brilliance, I can assure you!
The whole process reminds me of the resilience of the human body.

I guess the lesson learned from my years of abuse was, drinking was not
something I got better at, the more I did it!

Finally another annoying slogan comes to mind;
we will suddenly know how to handle situations which used to baffle us.

Someone told me I would get my marbles back after a few years;
I want to know "when do I get to play with them again?



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3 comments:

MICKY said...

Shadow Said:
what works for me, is having been through rehab, learning all about aa from all my blog buds and reading, reading, reading ANYthing i can about alcoholism from WHATever source. each bit of information helps, no matter where it comes from. and then taking what works for me to stay sober.

Micky Said
Dearest Shadow,
You are not an alcoholic, but a sinner - just like me. You have been indoctrinated with BUCHMANISM.
Have you condemned yourself, Shadow?

The only way you will be released from your "psychological prison", is through the POWER of the HOLY SPIRIT - John 3: 16. Do you have a BIBLE, Shadow? Do you believe that JESUS CHRIST died on a cross, for your sins, SHADOW?

The BIG BOOK & 12 STEPS, will slowly alter your BRAIN STRUCTURE - you will end up as a RAGING, DEMONIC, EMOTIONALLY SHUTDOWN, SHAPE - SHIFTING, BILL WILSON ZOMBIE?

I love you, Shadow! Do you love me?

I, MICKY,AM A GIFT TO ALL PEOPLE!!

Fireman John said...

Hey Micky...

We ALL love Shadow!

and you are saved, despite your negativity.

MICKY said...

Dear John,
I was saved, I am saved, and I am being saved. Yes, but only God knows who they are.

I, MICKY, AM A GIFT TO ALL PEOPLE!!

 
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